| From the
Receivers
Point of View
Watsu is a personal experience and cannot be shared. This
statement may have a controversial ring to it for the community of Watsu practitioners. We
see Watsu as an experience of sharing, of being one with another, of loving
unconditionally. Yet even in the deepest bonding experience of Watsu, there are two quite different
experiences, not one. Two consciousnesses are aware of a unity, coming into
it from their separate worlds of values and meaning. I can relate to anothers state
through my own experiences. I can note outward signs, I can intuit, I can hold a healing
space and I can empathize. Ultimately, however, a receivers experience belongs
to him or her alone. In the receivers realm of sensations, memories,
visions, feelings and thoughts, I cannot possibly take part. I think it is important to be
clear about this without fearing that the reality of the togetherness we experience will
be diminished.
Communication training encourages us to recognize this inviolable nature of individual
experience. In conversation, listeners may incorrectly assume they know what speakers
mean, despite that words carry varying meanings for different people.. Once I admit to the
imprecision of language, admit that I dont really know what the speaker means, then
I can begin to find out. To understand another as well as possible, it is necessary to ask
questions and cease making assumptions. It then becomes exciting to delve deeper, to get
closer to anothers experience through a questioning attitude. Sometimes in the
process a hidden jewel is unearthed, a surprise to both questioner and answerer alike. I
want to restore mystery to my life, let the Unknown approach one step closer and honestly
admit what I dont know.
By receiving sessions, by placing myself in the role of the receiver, I continue to
learn what Watsu is. In other words, I continue to have my experience of it.
In a recent session, I received loving touch that demonstrated what is real, what is
healing. A sorrow flooded forth from me and I felt restored to wholeness in an instant. I
had the realization that as practitioners, it matters who we are. Its
not enough to remember a loving attitude for a session, then leave it. The resolve to
be love, to attain to the perfection possible within our humanity is a powerful
vibration to carry. Who we are is what we share.
I also learn about Watsu by listening to feedback; I get a sense of what is going on
for clients. The depth and power, the color and flavor can be conveyed, if not the thing
itself. I want to heed very carefully the inspired and heartfelt words of those
who have no concepts about Watsu. At the wall after a session, receivers open their eyes
in a state of grace and say the most amazing things, still within the embrace of Watsu.
Here are some examples:
"I never want to walk again. I just want to float in the pool. Its
ecstasy, going home, feeling connected."
"Now I know what its like not to have a body. I was so far gone."
"Its magic. I felt I was riding my breath."
"I feel great...light My joints feel completely supple. The moments of stillness I
liked, were powerful. The fullness collapsed into the moment, crystallized, the movement
needed the stillness."
"Incredible. I knew it would be good, but not this good. So relaxing."
"That was the most nurtured Ive ever felt in my life."
"Very beautiful. My whole body feels very alive."
"Now I know what astronauts feel like. Lovely. Sense of body, sense of self."
"That was the most blissful experience Ive ever had. It was the most safe
Ive felt in my life."
"So, deep. I wasnt here. Now I know that Im not my body, because I
wasnt in it."
"Wow. It was like flying."
Receiving sessions and hearing feedback then, are ways of staying in touch with the
work. An understanding of the scope of what receivers experience is also important. Watsu
is totality. It is a primordial sensory experience exceeded in
its evocative power only by WaterDance. Receivers enter an internal world subject to
stimuli from the environment--the enveloping water, movement and practitioner presence.
The body assumes beautiful and innocent positions in the water. In the open, undefended
state of Watsu, sensory impressions gain full and unfiltered admittance, as in childhood,
when the world was a bright and vivid panorama. And then the opening into other dimensions
is triggered; dimensions of feeling, earlier bodymind states, places beyond body
awareness, beyond thinking.
So, what is the receiver aware of?
Auditory:
- silence
- nature sounds
- the sounds of water
- the practitioners heartbeat
- the practitioners breath
- humming, singing, toning or mantra repetition by the practitioner
- music
- mundane conversations at the edge of the pool
- traffic, airplanes
Visual:
- darkness
- patterns of light flitting across the eyelids
- glimpses of the practitioner
- sky and trees
- the ceiling of the pool
Olfactory:
- the smell of fresh air, flowers, incense
- the smell of the practitioners enchanting breath essence
- the smell of the practitioners garlic pasta lunch
- the smell of the practitioners body
- the smell of chlorine, auto exhaust
Tactile:
- temperature of water
- resistance of water
- support of water
- texture of water
- movement of water
- moving through space
- movement at the joints
- the rhythm of movement
- muscles being stretched
- muscles being massaged
- the movement of the ribcage in breathing
- the movement of the practitioners ribcage in breathing
- the skin of the practitioner (including texture, temperature, hair, etc.)
- the strength and sensitivity of the practitioners hands and arms
- the nature of the practitioners body ( male or female, hairy or smooth, soft or
solid or bony)
- the quality of the practitioners movement (flowing or jerky, leisurely or rushed,
balanced or uncentered, expansive or constricted, allowing or controlling)
Subtle:
- being held and held easily like a baby, child or lover
- being free with space to be, nothing required
- being together with someone, not alone
- the particular energetic presence of the practitioner
- being in the womb
- being a child
- being safe
- being loved
- being okay
- being sensual
- being sexual
- being out of body
- memories
- visions
- thoughts
- feelings
- Light
- Love
© 1996 Alexander Georgeakopoulos
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